Ps. 30.11 For his anger lasts only a moment, but his favor lasts a lifetime! Weeping may last through the night, but joy comes with the morning.
God is merciful. We don’t get what we deserve. When joy comes in the middle of suffering this is an amazing gift from an astounding God. What can you do but trust he does love you? He does.
Spend some time thinking about what you are doing lately that may be perturbing God. Offer this to him to clear up any confusion.